måndag 12 december 2011

And I everyday I wonder, will I ever experience something like this again?

I can't remember what date it was. But I know it was a Thursday and that the it was past midnight and you called me and invited me over because you needed to laugh.

I remember that I wore the dress that you love, you know the pink one with all the colorful flowers? I wore my hair up high in a scrunchy and I had barely no make-up on since it was late and you'd seen me without make-up several times before.

I remember that it was one of those nights, where everything was perfect. The moon was big and shining and the sky with all the stars were so bright. It was flawless. I also remember that before I left the house, I stood in front of the mirror for ages, observing myself and going over every detail. Just this particular night, I wanted everything to be perfect, including I.

I remember turning up on your driveway and turning of the car. And I just sat there listening to the beautiful words of the song “My Hero” before I had courage to go inside to see you.

You met me at the door and you hugged with me your warm arms like only you can. And then I looked into your beautiful, mysterious dark brown eyes and you kissed me, with that passion that only you can. And I had to gasp for breath to stop me from fainting.

You then led me up to your room where you sat down in your bed and told me how beautiful I looked, how you've never seen anyone with a smile like mine. I remember thinking to myself how lucky I was for having you in my life, and how lucky I was that I got to touch those strong, beautiful cheekbones of yours. You then dragged me down to bed and laid me down next to you, face to face and I kept studying your face. Your long brown eyelashes, your perfectly shaped nose and of course, your soft, small, perfect lips.

I kept thinking that nothing was better than this and how I before, had been able to live without you. Before me and you, you were just a dream. You were that kind of guy that every guy at school wanted to be, and the boyfriend that all of the girls wanted to have. And now, I just could not believe that you were mine, nobody else's, just mine.

You then woke me up from my own thoughts by saying “Please remember that I never wanted to hurt you” And I just could not understand what you were saying or what you tried to say. You then told me what a perfect couple we were and how you would never, ever find someone like me. And I still could not understand what you were saying until you said the sentence that made it all make sense “ Everything has and end, and now it's our turn. “

I sat up and so did you. I asked why and you answered that it was not me, that it was you. You who needed to be alone, you who needed to find yourself again. That you had been so in love that you had lost yourself. I didn't know what to say so I stood up in front of you with tears burning under my eyelids and with a heart that just had been split in to a thousand pieces. We then walked downstairs to the door together and just stood in front of it for several minutes before you opened your mouth and said “ I wish you the best of luck baby, please don't go thinking that this was a waste of time. I will never forget you, even if I tried”

This was a exactly a year ago, and I still go over every single detail of this night in my head. And I sometimes wonder if you do the same? Do you ever miss me? Do you regret what you did that late summer night in august?


Because oh boy, I miss you. Every night and everyday. I miss having your arms around me, I miss your kisses that made me lose my breath and most of all I miss being you being a part of me.


And I everyday I wonder, will I ever experience something like this again?


fredag 9 december 2011

All alone.

When you're born, you get a mum and a dad,

to play with you, and cheer you up when you're sad.

Imagine having to leave them, and be all alone

and going to a place where the people is just skin and bone

No one to play with, or to cheer you up when you're sad.

Just being there all alone, and missing what you had.


“Your dad, your hero. But everyone else's too?”

It was in the first days of March 1941 that the Nazi authorities in Krakow moved the city's Jews into a ghetto. They all just shoved them in to a crowd district that was surrounded by a large high wall. They forced the Jew's to work in factories event hough they were only skin and bones.

Elena, a young catholic girl lived right next to the ghetto and from her parents bedroom she saw what was going on in there.

Imagine living somewhere where you can see all the bad in the world. In a place from where you can see people who are so thin that they almost can't stand, people who walk around in clothes that barely isn't clothes anymore. How would you react?

Picture yourself waking up everyday and knowing that right outside that bedroom window, there is hell. What if you were that young catholic girl Elena? What if you were the one who got to see a baby being smashed right into the wall and hearing the mother's scream?

Your dad is a hero to you, isn't he? Imagine your dad being a hero for everyone else to. And that everyday that he is being a hero for everyone, he risk his life. He saves life, he feeds people that are hungry, he gives medicine to the sick ones, but all in secret.

But what if someone discovers him and he gets killed? What if he leaves for work one day and never comes home again? What if someone kills him? They kill him for helping others, the ones in need. But what if you also need him? Who will take his place in your life? Who's tucking you into bed at nights, who cheers you up when your sad?

Personally I would not want my father to risk his life, but of course there is two sides of it. It is really great that he saves other peoples lives and makes them better but what about everyday, having the thought in the back of my head that every time you meet him, might be the last?

torsdag 24 november 2011

Nattvarden.

Nattvarden, eller The last Supper som den egentligen heter målades av Leonardo Da Vinci år 1498.

Bilden föreställer Jesus sista måltid med sina 12 lärljungar i Jerusalem före sin korsfästelse.
Under måltiden Jesus förutsäger han ett svek av en av lärjungarna som är närvarande. Han förutsäger att Petrus kommer att förneka att känna honom senare samma dag. Jag tycker själv att namnet på bilden är väldigt passande efter som att det är just Jesus sista måltid. Bilden utspelar sig i ett rum, vart vet jag inte exakt med jag gissar på att det är staden som Jesus korsfästes i. Jag tror även att den är tagen på natten till Jesus dödsdag..

Jag tror att före bilden togs så hade Jesus brutit brödet och och gett välsignade brödet och vinet till sina tolv lärljungar runt omkring bordet. Och efter bilden tagits gör han uttalandet om att någon av de tolv lärljungarna har förädigt honom.

Jag får en känsla av sorg eftersom att det trots allt är hans sista måltid. Jag får även en känsla utav glädje, att dom skrattar och faktiskt har kul, eftersom att det är just, hans absolut sista måltid.

JUNGFRU MARIA.

När jag läste denna novell tänkte jag hela tiden på att om den var verklig eller inte. Och om den är det, var det så här man behandlade unga flickor förr? Skickade man iväg dom för att tjäna barnflicka vid sådan tidig ålder?
jag förstår att maria börjar hata barn så mycket som hon gör. Jag tror ingen tycker om någonting som ger en men för livet.


Varför lät hon rallaren förljuva hennes tillvaro när han i nyktert tillstånd inte ens kunde erkänna bekantskapen med henne?

I slutet så tas hon ju in på ett Hospital, vad händer med barnet som hon ska föda? Var hon verkligen gravid på riktigt?

Såg hon sig själv som den andra jungfru Marian, hon som födde jesus?

fredag 18 november 2011

Kindertransports - corrections.

Earley december 1938, they started to evacuate jewish children from Germany.
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Early in December 1938, they started to evacuate the Jewish children from Germany.
It was a lot of crying of all the children when there parents just leaved them.
- It was a lot of crying among the children when their parents left them.

It's about people who is old now but they talk about when they were kids and got separated from their parents and sent away from Germany to England under the world war two.
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It's about people who is old now, that talks about when they were kids and got separated from their parents and sent away from Germany to England during the second world war.

A thousand children a month came to brittain and most of the kids knew no english.
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A thousand children a month came to Britain and most of the kids knew no English.

One of the witness says that it was like a nightmare and the Nazis were everywhere, it was very frightening.
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One of the witnesses said that it was like a nightmare and that the Nazis were everywhere, it was very frightening.

I did almost start to cry when I heard what everyone had going through.
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I almost started to cry when I heard what everyone had gone through.

The children were by themself in England.
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The children were by themselves in England.

It was a man how got the idea about the childrens safety.
- It was a man who got the idea about the children's safety.

torsdag 20 oktober 2011

Kindertransportation

200 jews from Germany were sent to England for their own safety from the war. The parents told their children that they were sending them to England. Some said that they were sending them on a holiday and some only said that they were sending them to England with alot of other boys and girls.

The kids went to England by train, and this was called the kindertransportation. All the kids wanted to be at the window, and all the parents ran along the train to get a last goodbye of their child. There was alot of crying and screaming from the parents and some even fainted. Every child was allowed of the nazis to bring with them one suitcase, one piece handluggage and ten riechmark. And that was all.

When they came to the German border they had soilders coming in to their compartment and they were horrible. They made them all push their things to the middle and destroyed it all.

In brittain they came to a concerntraitoncamp, they got to live in huts and it was very, very cold. The kept warm with hot bottles and many blankets. At nights there was alot of kids crying because they missed their mummys. And there was one girl how threw herself out of the window one night. And another one had a nervous breakdown and suddenly could not walk.

A thousand children a month came to brittain and most of the kids knew no english. The last kindertransport left germany on the 1st of Sepember 1939, two days before brittain went to war again against. At first all the kids recieved letters from their parents through the red cross , but as the years passed the letters stopped. Moste of the kindertransportation children never saw their parents again. But some of the kids got adopted and got a new home in England. And there was some who was reunited with their parents again. But their relationship with each other was never the same again, there was too much trauma.

If I'd lived under this time I probably would not make it. Not physically. I think it is horrible that small kids have to be seperated from their parents especially under a war and during this time when the only way to know if they are alive was letters. But on the other side I think it is really great that they invented this Kindertransportation to save young jewish kids.

torsdag 6 oktober 2011

Genetiv.

Genetiv är att man ska sätta ut en apostrof före eller bakom sista s:et i ett ord.
Om det är en ska man lägga in apostrofen före s:et och om det är flera lägger man in apostrofen efter s:et.

Tillexempel Killarna har en ledig dag - The boys' has got the day off.
Eller: Hon har en ny docka- It was not my doll, it was bianca's doll.

tisdag 20 september 2011

Köttfärs.

Idag på Hemkunskapen fick vi i uppgift att skapa en måltid med hjälp av köttfärs. Jag jobbade tillsammans med Oscar och vi bestämde oss för att göra en köttfärslimpa och till det skulle vi ha ugnsbakade potatisar och morötter.

Vi tog köttfärs, ströbröd, ägg och salt och rörde ihop det till en smet. Vi la även till majs för att se hur köttfärslimpan smakade med det i, vi strödde även över lite svartpeppar. Sen la formade vi smeten till en limpa och la den i en glaspanna och satte in den i ugnen på 200°c. Köttfärslimpan stod inne i ugnen i ungefär 20-30 minuter.

Vi skalade och delade sedan morötter och potatis som vi sedan la i en glaspanna och strödde över en matsked matolja och lite salt. Sedan stoppade vi in dem i ugnen på 225°c och vände på dem tills dem blev klara. Även rotfrukterna stod inne i ugnen i ungefär 20-30 minuter.

Till detta gjorde vi även brunsås med hjälp av överblivet potatisvatten, köttbuljong, soja, mjölk och lite salt. Såsen blev dock inte alls som vi hade tänkt oss. Den blev lite för salt, med fungerade väldigt bra till både köttfärslimpan och de ugnsbakade rotfrukterna då det inte blev så salt som vi ville.

Resultatet blev överraskande nog väldigt gott! Jag tyckte själv att det fungerade väldigt bra med att ha majs i köttfärslimpan eftersom att jag tycker väldigt mycket om det, så tyckte jag att själva limpan blev godare. Jag blev riktigt nöjd med den måltid vi lagade.

fredag 16 september 2011

About a boy.

1) Describe your favourite scene from the film and explain why you liked it.
My favorite scene from the movie is the one where Marcus kills the duck of course! I liked it because I think that it was a scene with a really good sense of humor. And it reallt lightens up the movie.

2) Tell me about a person, who is many years younger or older than you, who is important to you. Describe the person and explain why he/she means a lot to you.
I have not really got a person who is really important for me, But I guess I would say my brother. He is the most happy, life enojoying person I've ever meet. He is always on a good mood and it is not possible to not smile when you're around him. He's so full of energi and he also is the least superficial person I know. He doesn't care about the clothes you wear or what age you are. All he cares about is the inside and making people happy. I acutally wish that I was more like him.

3) "Growing up has nothing to do with age." This is a famous tagline about this film. What do you think it means?
Well, Growing up has nothing to do with age. I think that growing up is that you're growing into yourself and that you're starting to look at the world from a different angle that you did before.

torsdag 15 september 2011

Engelska meningar.

skolkamrat - My schoolmate Cajsa is a very annoying little asian girl.

knivhuggen - I once dreamed that I got stabbed in my back.

bevisa - Can you prove that you're not guilty?

väg mellan två stater - You have to go on the interstate highway to get here.

motståndare - In a video game you're supposed to kill your opponents.

hämnd - I want to get revenge on him for killing me.

uppgörelse med vapen - There was a shoot-out at my school yesterday.

underhållning - Watching TV is a good entertainment when you're bored.

bli besatt av - One of my best friends got hooked on drugs.

fordon - When I grow old, I want to own many vehicles.

gå i sömnen - I've never sleepwalked in my entire life.

åldersgräns - I hate that games has got mature ratings.

begå - I plan to commit suicide.

lagra - I store chocolate under my bed.

hemsk upplevelse - I just went through a trauma

skenbart existerande "finns bara på datorn" - My only friend is virtual...

forskning - Searching for a cure for cancer is a very good medical research.

göra okänslig - Chocolate can't desentisize you.

hämnas - Sometimes, you don't have to get even.

fredag 2 september 2011

Creative Commons..

Jag har lärt mig att man kan ha olika symboler på sina bilder som symboliserar olika saker. Som tillexempel att man inte får använda bilden, eller inte ändra bilden osv. Och att flicker är en väldigt bra sida att hitta bilder på!

Creative Commons



fredag 26 augusti 2011

About a boy.

Will is a 36 year old man who lives in London. He has got a very nice life with no responsibility, no work or family. He lives the ultimate dream. He has got a fast car a nice flat and girlfriends.
He dates a lot but whenever one of his relationships gets to complicated, he ends it. He wants to keep his life simple and without responsibilities.

But he does love women. And he realizes that there are many singel-mothers in london and in order to meet them, he invents a son. So that he can go to singel-mothers partys and meet women.

He has also never had a job in his entire life. His father had written a succsessful christmas song and when ever it was played on the radio his father would get a royalty. But when his father died, the money went to will instead so he never had to work. But he actually do occasionaly look at the job advertisements in the paper and writes the employer a letter, but he never gets an interview.


fredag 20 maj 2011

Anaconda.

1 What is the paparazzo Steve writing down in his book?
He writes down the number of licence plates on the celebritys cars so he know where they are and so he can recognise them when he sees their cars. Like he said " you never know when it's gonna come in handy".


2) E.L Woody, the producer of Hollywood Uncensored says "Hollywood is driven by publicity". What does he mean?
He means that If there was no publicity, it would not sell tickets and hollywood would not make money. So publicity is what makes it go a round.

3) On the bustour by the houses of stars a few are mentioned. Who?
Tom Hanks, Jennifer Lopez, Sandra Bullock, Brad pitt & Jennifer Aniston, The Osbourne family, madonna and Halle Berry.

4) How do people in Ireland usually behave when they see a celebrity?
I think it is different for everyone. But some of them turn into fifthteen year old girls, who screams and can not control themselfs . But they still respect their privacy.

5) How can you tell that Bee and Lynne are truly devoted fans of the "Twilight" sequel?
One of the girls had gotten a tattoo of
one of Edwards lines and they even cares about the details of the movie. And it is their fourth and third time they see that movie.

onsdag 13 april 2011

Engelska.

Today I got to know that the prince of England, William, is getting married to Kate Middleton on the 29th of April in Westminster Abbey. I also got to know that there were about 1 9000 guests invited.

I also got to know very much about Coca-cola. Like that it was first blended in 1886 by John Pemberton and that it's a secret recipe that's keept in a burglar-proof room in a band in Atlanta. There is only two people in the world that knows about the secret recipe and they are not aloud to travel on the same plane in case the plane crashes and both of them dies with the secret.

tisdag 12 april 2011

KAPITEL 24.

… när backen tog slut och kälken stannade, ställde sig Jonas upp med Gabriel i sin famn. Han bara stod där och tittade och upprepade för sig själv i huvudet. ”annorstädes”. Han kunde varken röra på kroppen eller läpparna, han bara stod helt still, frusen, kall och utmattad.

Han började se sig omkring, och såg höjder, höga berg och kullar, täckta av snö. Han såg stora snöflingor falla från himlen som täckte spåren av kälken bakom honom. Sedan fick han syn på husen som låg en bit ifrån dem, de små stugorna som lös alla möjliga färger, blå, gul, röd och många fler. Han tittade på röken som steg ur skorstenarna och lyssnade på sången som kom ur de små stugorna. Han bara njöt och tänkte för sig själv, ”Äntligen”

Efter ett tag öppnade Jonas munnen och mumlade fram ”Gabriel, vi är framme” Men Gabriel rörde sig inte. Han böjde sig ner över barnet för att höra hans andetag, Hans långa, djupa andetag. Barnet i hans famn var blek, så blek så att han nästan var blå. Gabriel var iskall och öppnade inte sina ögon. Jonas upprepade ”Gabriel” om och om igen, utan någon som helst reaktion. Jonas fick en klump i magen och gjorde allt vad han kunde för att få ett enda litet livstecken från Gabriel. Men hans andetag blev bara längre och djupare. Och till slut blev det tyst. Så tyst att Jonas inte ens kunde höra sina egna tankar. Med tårfyllda ögon lade Jonas Gabriel ner på den iskalla kälken. Han såg på barnet, de iskalla lilla barn som låg mitt framför honom, det lilla barn med ett hjärta som inte längre slog. Jonas satte sig ner i jämte honom, han kände nu ingenting, ingen kyla, ingen trötthet, ingenting. Han kunde inte ens längre höra musiken från husen..